Natasha Romanoff (
redintheledger) wrote2013-11-19 08:06 pm
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Milliways
Natasha is eighty-three. Old enough to be a grandmother. Old enough to be a great-grandmother, had the mother part had happened at all. Old enough, apparently, to acquire a certain degree of wisdom.
What she is doing at the moment isn't very wise.
She's sitting at the bar in Milliways, studying the bottles stacked up on the shelves. There is some logic: Milliways appeared in her apartment just when she was thinking that she'd really, really love to stop thinking, and it's a bar.
A bar at the end of the universe, where people from all times (like Nataliya Shostakova from 1952, whispers the annoyingly persistent part of her mind that won't let her forget it), so maybe they'd have something that'd get her drunk more easily than vodka.
Unfortunately for Natasha's drive for experimentation, another part of her is pointing out that getting drunk in a strange bar when she is freaked out over her memory is stupid.
But Natasha is eighty-three, and she's very, very tired of being careful when all she wants to do is not think for a few hours.
What she is doing at the moment isn't very wise.
She's sitting at the bar in Milliways, studying the bottles stacked up on the shelves. There is some logic: Milliways appeared in her apartment just when she was thinking that she'd really, really love to stop thinking, and it's a bar.
A bar at the end of the universe, where people from all times (like Nataliya Shostakova from 1952, whispers the annoyingly persistent part of her mind that won't let her forget it), so maybe they'd have something that'd get her drunk more easily than vodka.
Unfortunately for Natasha's drive for experimentation, another part of her is pointing out that getting drunk in a strange bar when she is freaked out over her memory is stupid.
But Natasha is eighty-three, and she's very, very tired of being careful when all she wants to do is not think for a few hours.
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And Anne Rice."
1976 had found her living with a horror-fan. She got bored one day.
"It's zombies I don't get."
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She pauses, thinks about that, and knocks back more wine.
"But the movie ones never seemed so difficult to best."
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Throw bodies at obstacle until the obstacle is overrun. Her mouth twists a little, and there is a drink.
At least there hadn't been zombies during the war.
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No one wanted a Dark brawler loose in the world.
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The city by the Volga, where the Nazis were finally stopped.
Wait.
"The Dark was on the side of the Nazis? The Russian Dark?"
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When two ideals that your side helped create evolve into two nations at war, agents end up scattered between both armies.
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"I'm not asking," she decides.
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She had been a very busy Watchman those years.
"The best one was the Czech Dark Other who came up as a soldier for Russia - he tried to stiff a Russian Dark Other who was working as a prostitute. Their fight took out power for an entire city block, including the Day Watch headquarters. We weren't sure if we should arrest them or give them medals."
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Despite the horror, it could be absurd. Surrealist, and dark, and ridiculous.
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"Lots of newly minted Others. Lots of chaos."
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"I was a fourteen year old little girl in a uniform. You don't have to tell me about the chaos."
Down another drink goes, and she braces her head in her hand.
"Fourteen, and the war ended when I was seventeen. But look at me. Who would believe that now. Natasha hasn't marched anywhere. Natasha's never fought. Natasha only knows the songs because of her grandparents.
Bah."
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She only includes Freddie because... Well. It's him. She still has more than a little bit of a crush on him.
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"I saw him perform live."
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"Really?" There is so much jealousy and longing here. So much.
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Pause.
"Charismatic from the original Ancient Greek, which was sexual grace. And awe-inspiring. And a little terrible. But, he was just..."
She gestures. It's a flaily. But then again, it was Freddie.
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But she's been able to sing along since the song was released, and it shows.
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"Ooooooh, each morning I get up, I die a little -
Can barely stand on my feet..." She croons, impassioned, to the the neck of the mostly-empty bottle of Atlantean. "Take a look in the mirror and cry - Lord what you're doing to me!"